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Restless Children Purify Cruel Automatic Weapons

Journal Entry: Wed Aug 31, 2005, 3:22 AM
Mental Horrors.
It's nothing to aspire to. believe me...
Don't ever let yourself go, even for the slightest of moments,
never think of the horrors that could distill in your brain.
ones that have thus done in mine.
never drink the liquid hatred that we give...
You see symbols of hate around you.
everywhere you see.
but don't act.
All you do is sit and kill, kill eachothers hearts and souls and lives.
Until... One day. You wake up......

they call your name.
But you don't realise.
Images flash your mind.
a thousand a second.
Nothing is the same, see the hatred in it.

Your vision is not that of before.
Red, red is all.
dots of read.
make streaks of blood. feel it caress your skin.

Mornings rise and you have no memory of day.
only an empty energy of hate.

....


then the day comes.
the potion release upon your brain.
rendering you useless. INSANE.
raging fucking MAD.
and you cannot move.
you here the voice inside your head.
"get up and fight you FUCK!" "you worthless piece of SHIT"

waiting.

waiting.

then the tone is changed.
"let me..." "i'll ease the pain"
"i can do it..."



you let go.


- Kade -

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 17. . . . . .yay
  • Current Residence: Kenmore, Brisbane
  • Interests: Guitar, photography, music
  • Favourite movie: One Perfect Day
  • Favourite band or musician: Split Enz!
  • Favourite genre of music: listen to Split enz, Sting, supertramp... and you tell me.
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: iRiver
  • Wallpaper of choice: The Night Of Titans
  • Skin of choice: Forever blue
  • Favourite game: S.T.A.L.K.E.R.
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC
  • Tools of the Trade: UltraFractal, Photoshop

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Devious Comments

`CapnSkusting:iconCapnSkusting: Mar 18, 2007, 1:09:58 PM
I didn't think anybody remembered Split Enz!

Oh, yeah, and Sargent Colon was lookin' fer ya!

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"Doomsday device?...I suppose I could part with one and still be feared..."
~promet:iconpromet: Jun 18, 2006, 9:43:59 PM
welcome to DA. Conrad
*Blinck:iconBlinck: Jan 20, 2006, 12:25:03 PM
Thanks for the fav :)

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Please do not disturb...I'm too busy BEING SO AWESOME!
~JeanFrancois:iconJeanFrancois: Sep 11, 2005, 5:56:00 PM
Thank you for the watch :)
See You :D
~Alli-Cat:iconAlli-Cat: Jun 26, 2005, 7:22:48 AM
WOW.....your photography is amazing...I need to come back again when I have time and really look through them all! Great work!
(coming from someone who doesn't know much at all about photograpy, but still!)
:-P
~rabe62:iconrabe62: Jun 11, 2005, 5:24:22 AM
thank you for watching me . i'm glad you like my work! :-)
=stupidsheep:iconstupidsheep: Mar 30, 2005, 4:55:49 AM
thanx for stopping by!!!!

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"all in all your just another brick in the wall" :strip:
Visit me! [link]
or my :gallery: [link]
:sheepish:
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~Terrry:iconTerrry: Mar 10, 2005, 6:17:52 AM
Pratchett fan, are we, mr corporal? :pumpkin:

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t o   b e   c o n t i n u e d
                            . . . Terry
`foureyes:iconfoureyes: Feb 25, 2005, 7:58:52 AM
:hug: many thankies :hug:
I'm happy you appreciated the photo

:w00t:
bernie

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bernie :D
`vevrca:iconvevrca: Nov 29, 2004, 1:37:36 PM
thanks for putting my picture to your favourites...means a lot to me :)
enjoy :)

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oO Oo

[link] - slovenija portal here on DA
[link] - where i publish my stuff too
carpe diem
`chezza-t18:iconchezza-t18: Nov 29, 2004, 7:57:43 AM
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Perth owns.
~chewen:iconchewen: Nov 28, 2004, 6:13:08 AM
man where have i seen that avatar b4?

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"So why did I do it? I could offer a million answers, all false. The truth is that I'm a bad person" Renton- Trainspotting

"Every time you drop the bomb, you kill the god your child has born" Boom!- System Of A Down
~i-am-what-i-am:iconi-am-what-i-am: Oct 26, 2004, 7:30:42 AM
AHHHH ... i know you!


you are that guy... you know... that guy who ive seen places...

:moo:
~chewen:iconchewen: Oct 17, 2004, 8:39:20 PM
wow conrad is on here too
shit alot of ppl are

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"So why did I do it? I could offer a million answers, all false. The truth is that I'm a bad person" Renton- Trainspotting

"Every time you drop the bomb, you kill the god your child has born" Boom!- System Of A Down
~Mr-Ed:iconMr-Ed: Sep 22, 2004, 6:59:06 AM
Journals you say. And here was me thinking that the purpose of this site was to post artworks. No wonder you have so many more pageviews than me. :p

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All bastards are bastards, but some bastards is bastards. - Terry Pratchett, The Last Continent
~Hamish-Ferret:iconHamish-Ferret: Sep 15, 2004, 1:27:34 AM
By the way dude, put journals up - that's what attracts people in their greatest numbers...provided they're interesting entries...not like mine =P

Actually, it's really just cause I want to read your juicy journal-esque secrest, and...stuff...
=)

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-The Ferret-

...Nuff said.
*wraith11:iconwraith11: Sep 14, 2004, 5:30:36 AM
Hey retard.

Wes

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"Boredom is the mother of creativity." - Ron Arad; Industrial Designer

~Greasemonkies ~FullMetalPanicClub ~retrosexuals
~esion:iconesion: Sep 14, 2004, 2:16:15 AM
WEEEHEE
another one.

join the masses my friend :)

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A true friend stabs you in the front.

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~Hamish-Ferret:iconHamish-Ferret: Sep 14, 2004, 2:04:14 AM
Well well well, if it isn't the famous Conrad Allan, on DA after so long - I'm not the prettiest one here any more =P

...

Just the sexiest.

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-The Ferret-

...Nuff said.
=stupidsheep:iconstupidsheep: Sep 14, 2004, 12:41:52 AM
welcome to da! nice gallery so far :D

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"all in all your just another brick in the wall" :strip:
Visit me! [link]
or my :gallery: [link]
:sheepish:
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~seymoure:iconseymoure: Sep 14, 2004, 12:21:51 AM
hi! welcome to DA,
you look like a great guy, let's keep contact
and don't hesitate to take a look in my gallery to see what you cannot do!
;-)

Bye! Seymoure

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In my fingers you fade away...

I'm waiting for your comment in my gallery!!!
~angel-mouse:iconangel-mouse: Sep 13, 2004, 11:55:56 PM
Hey Conrad!
Tis Helena here... Welcome to Dev. I'm not a huge poster or anything but I made two nice little graphics for presents so that's my big contribution. Yours are a lot more arty farty! :)
~helxx